Guy Friends, Part Three

“Jennie, if I were twenty years younger, I’d be chasing you all over town.  But I’m too old for that and just want to have the joy of giving you a very special summer,” he told me.  “You have gotten the short end of the stick in lots of ways, but you get up every morning and work every day to improve the lives of not only your kids, but all the kids you teach.  You are a beautiful person and have the opportunity to get back a little of what you have given.”

Guy Friends, Part One

I think I’ve been haunted by When Harry Met Sally.   It’s not the scary early 1990s fashion that has bothered me over the years, nor has it been the the famous orgasm scene.  What has been underneath my skin since seeing that movie was the theory put forth by Billy Crystal stating that men and women couldn’t just be friends, because the sex thing was always there.  I really didn’t want to believe that.  But then wondered if it was true.  And I still find myself questioning.

Freedom to Interpret

I finally started to doze off when I heard the owl.  I woke back up not with a startle, but with a happiness for having heard it.  I listened to it for the next ten minutes or so.  Thoughts bounced back and forth- from the owl to what had transpired that day with my bosses.  That symbol of wisdom was right outside my bedroom somewhere, seeing in the dark, looking down on everything around it.  It was confirmation that I was on the right path, even though I have no idea what path that is.

Warning Signs

I was so ready to build a future, to move on and away from trauma, to be free and to be a grown-up that I allowed myself to ignore all kinds of warnings, and to consciously convince myself that this person would bring stability to my life. I threw all my eggs into that unstable basket.

A Good Girl’s Partial Lens on Why

At least in high school, my peers and I all had the commonality of believing that everything sucked.  College, by contrast, was a world of people talking about how great college life was,.

Being Good

I thought somehow that rules were made by wise people who knew best, and didn’t realize until way late that most of them are just a form of mob rule.